Im so off my center. I hate school. I dislike my mum’s ideas about my life..so oh so much. You know what.. all freshman year all i did was try to please people and do everything right..so i wouldn’t disappoint anyone..but im so sick and tired of that. I’ll do whatever the fuck i want and the rest..fuck it. Im honestly not trying to be negative but being judged and being put down because your not like everybody else..perfect grades…can be a put down. Im so close to dropping out of high school..Its not that im dumb..im a straight A student..but lately i have NO motivation..NO drive..my mind is on an adventure with the universe and im being tugged into this delusional state of mind…Im being tugged into these two perspectives..these two worlds. I JUST WANT TO LIVE. but everybody else has a plan for you..or want you to have a plan for yourself..to me thats so ridiculous..this society has made a cookie cutter picture of how your life should be! have fun when your a kid..go to school.college.more school.job..get married..raise kids..retire..work hard. die. NO assholes and brainwashed humans..i want to LIVE.